I start my actual teller shadowing next week after one more day of orientation. I feel confident but am also very nervous. And a small part of me still thinks I should have said fuck it, go with the Louisville job/interview further with the Derby Museum, who cares, but I'm trying to silence that part. I want to do what's good for me, right now. And I just don''t think, weighing all the pros and cons, that would have been good for me. My day off in the next two weeks will be the 21st so I hope I'll just be too tired to think about it and can push it from my mind.